Senin, 26 April 2010

Eenie Meenie

yeah! yesterday evening pestle can sleep well! I was not attacked by insomnia again! hahaha. but honestly I had a very bad vacation! I'm very bored at home one I wish I could go out with my friends. huuf: (other than that I still think about my fate in the new school. although at first I was sure you want to school there! oh yeah! do you know? I'm upset because I knew that Justin Bieber v jasmine kissing! oh gosh! That reaaly bad! sekrang he was making a new Videoclip: Eenie Meenie! in the song she duet with Sean Kingston! and what do you know? song was very nice and cool! here's the lyric And The link of the behind-the scenes:

Eenie Meenie :
(Sean)
Eenie meenie miney mo
Catch a bad chick by her toe
If she holla (if, if, if she holla) let her go

Shes indecisive
She cant decide
She keeps on lookin
From left to right

Girl, cmon get closer
Look in my eyes
Searchin is so wrong
Im Mr. Right

You seem like the type
To love em and leave em
And disappear right after this song.
So give me the night
To show you, hold you
Dont leave me out here dancin alone

You cant make up your mind, mind, mind, mind, mind
Please dont waste my time, time, time, time, time
Im not tryin to rewind, wind, wind, wind, wind
I wish our hearts could come together as one

Cause shorty is a eenie meenie miney mo lova
Shorty is a eenie meenie miney mo lova
Shorty is a eenie meenie miney mo lova
Shorty is a eenie meenie miney mo lova

(Justin)
Let me show you what your missin
Paradise
With me youre winning girl
You dont have to roll the dice

Tell me what youre really here for
Them other guys?
I can see right through ya

You seem like the type
To love em and leave em
And disappear right after the song.
So give me the night
To show you, hold you
Dont leave me out here dancin alone

Cant make up your mind
Please dont waste my time
Not tryin to rewind
I wish our hearts could come together as one

Cause shorty is a eenie meenie miney mo lova
Shorty is a eenie meenie miney mo lova
Shorty is a eenie meenie miney mo lova
Shorty is a eenie meenie miney mo lova

(Sean)
Eenie meenie miney moe
Catch a bad chick by her toe
If she holla (if, if, if she holla) let her go
Eenie meenie miney moe
Catch a bad chick by her toe
If she holla (if, if, if she holla) let her go

Shorty is a eenie meenie miney mo lova
Shorty is a eenie meenie miney mo lova
Shorty is a eenie meenie miney mo lova
Shorty is a eenie meenie miney mo lova

Cant make up your mind
Please dont waste my time
Not tryin to rewind
I wish our hearts could come together as one
(repeat)

i cant sleep . INSOMNIA ATTACK ! , so i wrote this blog :(

hey! I have not been writing this blog. many events that may not be enough to discuss here. and did you know? I was attacked by insomnia. had two days I could not sleep. damn! many bad thoughts going through my head. and I can not stop thinking about all that, so for a little off my mind, I enulis again this blog, I hope this blog can help relieve the burden on my mind. you may not know this, after going through some long process I finally received the Ipeka school. I'm very happy, but also very scared. I'm afraid I can not adapt to my new school. It is one of the many bad thoughts in my head. other than that I kept thinking about Justin Bieber, I do not know why he always appears in my mind, as if he's going to be my mate or my girlfriend later. This may sound a bit stupid. but it is my hope. hahahhaha. here's me who's crazy. oh yes! I'm troubled by my friend, and I will finish on 30th day, I pray for success! because I want this finished quickly. now I am free of all assignments and exams. I'm just waiting for graduation announcements only, and honestly, I was very scared. I'm afraid I did not pass. may now be up here first. Other times I'll write more again. I hope by writing this blog, I could eliminate all of my thoughts, and sleep soundly. I mohaon God .. allow me to sleep soundly as usual

Kamis, 01 April 2010

NEVER LET YOU GO - JUSTIN BIEBER




im so jealous with a girl in this video !

Senin, 29 Maret 2010

first day : national test !

one word for this day :
NERVOUS !
today is my first thay to do national test !
oh . u know ? i realy realy nervous .
but i tried to do it relax .
and fortunatly i can do the test
hey . i cant write more
cause i want to study for the next test .
see u later . i will give u more experience in my life :)
wish me luck yeahh **

GBYNM

Minggu, 28 Maret 2010

many words and things that i have to say :D

for mom :
thanks for the new softlense that i'll have . iloveyou so much ! im sure i'll keep the new softlense well :)

for Justin Bieber :
iloveyou MOREMORE than before ! i love ur songs MOREMORE THAN BEFORE . specially for "one less lonely girl" and "love me" here's ur picts and ur song :


LOVE ME-JUSTIN BIBER
oh oh its jb
My friends say I'm a fool to think
that you're the one for me
I guess I'm just a sucker for love
'Cuz honestly the truth is that
you know I'm never leavin'
'Cuz you're my angel sent from above

*Baby you can do no wrong
My money is yours
Give you little more because I love ya,
love ya
With me, girl, is where you belong
Just stay right here
I promise my dear I'll put nothin above ya
above ya
Love me, Love me
Say that you love me
Fool me, Fool me
Oh how you do me
Kiss me, Kiss me
Say that you miss me
Tell me what I wanna hear
Tell me you love me
Love me, Love me
Say that you love me
Fool me, Fool me
Oh how you do me
Kiss me, Kiss me
Say that you miss me
Tell me what I wanna hear
tell me u love me

People try to tell me
but I still refuse to listen
'Cuz they don't get to spend time with you
A minute with you is worth more than
a thousand days without your love,
oh your love
oh

BACK TO **
My heart is blind but I don't care

'Cuz when I'm with you everything has disappeared
And every time I hold you near
I never wanna let you go,
oh

Love me, Love me
Say that you love me
Fool me, Fool me
Oh how you do me
kiss me , kiss me
say that u miss me
tell me what i wanna hear
tell me you love me.

Love me, Love me
Say that you love me
Fool me, Fool me
Oh how you do me
kiss me , kiss me
say that u miss me
tell me what i wanna hear
tell me you love me.


for HACHIKO :
HACHI , u taught me many things . many life lessons . i hope u peace in heaven and got a lot of happines . ILOVEYOU hachiko <3>



for Timotius William Jefferson :
WELCOME BACK TO INDONESIA ! i hope u had a nice trip at singapore :) wish u always happy ! hahaha .

for Evan David Hermawan :
actually , im very disappointed . coz i didn't meet you this morning . i hope i cant see u ths morning . but too bad , i didn't meet u yet :(

Jumat, 26 Maret 2010

hahah . crazy night !

last night vivia and i got webcam together !
wkakakak
the process is very long !
borrow a laptop from her father, turned on the internet, webcam until it worked!
and we are very tacky.
hahahha.
those are some pict of us:


and u know ? today , i lost mw softlense i was confused to find anywhere else. i was looking for 2 hours. my mother also had a big upset. i was so scared if my softlense ran out into my eyes. . because , until now i cant find my soflense ! and i really really scared !

Kamis, 25 Maret 2010

tired day

today , is very tired day . my friends and i made a plan to go to itc . we wanted to buy a bali cloth . but sudenlly mw mom become angry and prohibited me to go to itc . i'm very confused at that conditions . coz im afraid my friends will angry to me . so i bought the bali cloth at chandra . and sudenlly my friends called me and tell that they will come to chandra to buy the bali cloth too . fiuhh ~ today i bought a new magazine that covered with JUSTIN BIEBER ! oh God , im so shocked ! without thinking anymore i immediately bought the magizene . hahahah . and i took a pict about the magazine . this is it :

with my magazine

Minggu, 21 Maret 2010

the end =.= . hikss :c

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH ~
DAMN ! SH*T !
my autumn's concerto serials movie is end ==
hiks , i cant accept all of this reallity
i want to see more sequels again !
but , the fact : THE MOVIE WAS OVER !
there's no any sequel again T.T
hueeee !
i hope there are more sequels again later !
i really really love this movie !
i fallin in love with this serials movie ! SO EXCITED !
o God , please grant my hope :(

Sabtu, 20 Maret 2010

full day of autumn's concerto

HOAMHHHH ~
starting from this morning until this afternoon I continued to fill my activity with watch watch and watch! especially if it is not autumn concerto! I watched it from 9 am to 6 pm! my mom angry because I watch too long and does not take a nap! oh GOD! help me out of a movie addict autumn concerto! hahahahha!
I was really into the world of autumn's concerto!

Jumat, 19 Maret 2010

RETEST DAY !

today is my RETEST day in ipeka school !
OMG ! nervous attack !
but , this time the questions see more easily. and I hope to be accepted there!
I've been waiting to hear since a month ago.
and I hope Ipeka school will grant a dispensation to me!
GOD, please help me!
i really want to school there ! :)

KEEP HOPING !

Senin, 15 Maret 2010

absolutely crazy of AUTUMN CONCERTO 下一站幸福

AUTUMN CONCERTO SERIALS MOVIE

oh GOD ! it's makes me very crazy !
u know ? last night i was constantly thinking about that's movie !
i was constantly tinking about the next story !
oh GOSHH ! i'm stuck in autumn concerto movie !
it's a very exciting movie ! i love it so mucc

here the pictures :





a strange day plus autumn concerto movie addiction!

today is a very very strange day! ternyta, the problem with my friend was not finished! when I have acted as usual. but he remained cool to me. what could I do? I said nothing. I lead the day-to-day as usual with a slightly strange atmosphere! there's one important thing: the film has autumn concerto makes me crazy! I really really liked that movie! I spend all day just to watch the movie series! OMG! It was the first film series and the best that I watch! now I can not wait to wait for another story! hueee ~ ~
However, until this very day Ipeka school has not specified a definite decision. I have to ask this question on Wednesday. oh God, please grant my prayer. to get into that school! please ...

Sabtu, 13 Maret 2010

stir hearts ! and some picca*

mixed feelings! i can't controls my self! feeling anxious because of waiting to hear from Ipeka school, feeling hurt that teased an all-out by my friend, feeling tired, feeling lazy because the test tomorrow, and fear for the future! I can only continue to pray! please, bless me GOD! I do not know what will happen tomorrow, later on, and so on!

but, yesterday I went to the house neneku with my brothers! and these are some of our photos :

:DD

karaoke @ fun world , teras kota . BSD

take a picca @ sesil's bedroom

so bored in car !

bored again !

eat beef proseperity MCd @ BSD

karaoke !

really feel bored !


Jumat, 12 Maret 2010

wounds that are still etched :(

maybe you do not know if the wound you make me too deep, too sick, and too sharp! and provided you know, this wound will heal but it might not be lost in my life. because it was the first time I insulted all out! I was wrong you as a friend! you're too quick to think! without thinking about all kinds of possibilities! you always think negatively about me! and I always think positively about you! I know you're rich! but not as rich as your behavior treasure! simply because the rich, you're so offhand acting! and the last I do not know what will you do next. possible to expose everything to everyone! and provided you know, I NEVER USE YOU AS A FRIEND!

WHATEVER MAJOR LOOSER ! BULLSHIT !

MISSUNDERSTOOD ! :C

hey! This is a very very bad! I hate this day! all the misunderstanding starts from today! I do not know what i must to do again, because this misunderstanding is too far! sarcasm with my friends casually? without thinking about how I feel! as he continued to insult, my hands cold, my heart pounding, hands shaking, and my legs weak! I do not know what he was thinking! all misunderstandings made, would result in something very serious! god, please help me!

Minggu, 07 Maret 2010

I HATE COPYCETT

I have a former friend, she was a copycett! many people who have said that she was copycett! but she never realized! she's very confident in her style who likes to steal other people! She also often looking for attention! and it makes me want to vomit! she has the confidence of excess! she does not like seeing other people better than her! therefore she never praised anyone else! she just could insult other people and felt most true! which obviously I was upset with her style! and the more irritated me is : she copied my status on fb! I hope she soon realized and change attitudes that bad! I'm sure she was not aware that she was hated and talked about a lot of people!

I HATE YOU MORE THAN ANYTHING !*

Jumat, 05 Maret 2010

i love JUSTIN BIEBER so much !

It started when I opened my facebook and I saw there was a picture of a boy. at that time I was not too interested in him, because he looks still like a child. but I try to download one single titled "one time". I quite liked that song! after some time passed I tried to find another song! then you open the video clip! over time he became very handsome and attractive heart. I started looking for songs, and songs were all pleasant and very suitable for me. over time, eventually I became very fond of her! and now I'm so crazy about him !

I LOVE JUSTIN BIEBER SO MUCH !

-one time , baby , favorite girl , one less lonely girl , down to earth , love me , never let you go , first dance-

Kamis, 25 Februari 2010

CONFUSED

now, I'm in third grade. I am very confused and want schools where. between Ipeka and Ricci. whether the quality is the same? I was very late to register, but was still a chance, and I'm still allowed to buy the application form! until now I'm still waiting to hear, when I will be on the test. is in Ipeka much more expensive, but I think the quality is better than Ricci. hmm. My parents unfortunately not very supportive, even though they say "it's up to me". but I still was not comfortable with them. I felt too much demand! but what the hell, I did so want to change schools and have a new atmosphere. lately I find people who attended the Ipeka to seek information, they said schools in Ipeka very difficult, many tasks, etc. many of those who stress! I'm so scared! but I have made up my mind! * wish me luck ya! *

Minggu, 21 Februari 2010

go to my granpa's grave

today i went to my granpa's grave
hmm . actually it looked more like a picnik
coz my fams brought many meals
hahaaa

Jumat, 19 Februari 2010

my awesome chinese new year eve !

heloow ! this is about my chinese new year . hbu ? got many angpao ? hahahhaa . this some photos of mine :





hahahha . it's only a small part of my photos . there's many again ! wkakakaa

Sabtu, 06 Februari 2010

what's happen ?

huvsss
bukannya lupain diaa...
mlah gue mkin sukaa !
omigoddd help me plisss .
i cant forget him
disaat gue uda mulai lupa dia , dia dateng lg ke hidup due
DAMN

Sabtu, 30 Januari 2010

IT'S JAKARTA BOOO !

kemaren , gue bner2 ngerasain apa itu jkrta . prtma gue naek becak dr tmpt les gue ke halte busway ! panasbooo . truss gue masuk ke busway bediri ! OMG ! untung gag trlalu rameee . truss gue transit ke kalideres . nah dsitu ramee bgt . ngantri nya booo ! baghh ! sumpek da ! ehh pas smpe k tmpt tjuan . kga ada angkot , akhirna gw telp sdara gue buad jmpud . untunglah dia dteng ! lumayn ad tumpangann . hehehhe . trusss perud gue ud laper pas prjalanan . akhrna gue mam kfc de . hahahahahhaha . pulangnya c ga ramee , cma pas transit rame coy ! pdhal ud malem . hahah . untung jurusan gue sepi ! AMIN DA . ehh pas smpe gjah mada , gue msti nyebrangin jmbtan pnybrmgan ! angin na knceng bgt lg ! SEREMMMM ! HIYY ! akhirnaaaa , gue djmpud bkap naek mbil ! huih ~ aman daaaa . ITS REAL JAKARTA

Jumat, 29 Januari 2010

THE TRUE

sekarang gue tau . lu uda suka ma cwe laen . yg gue bngung , knp lu msti kasi hrapan bnyk ke gw kalo u ska ma cwe laen ? itu tambah bad gue sakit ati . untung aja gw ga bgtu sakid ati ! dasar cwo sialan !

Sabtu, 23 Januari 2010

so bored

huihh . sbtu , minggu ga kmn2 . BT BGT ! pmgen kbur rsanya . wkakakkakakaka . gue pngen jlan2 . arggggggggghhhh ! mna bsk to lg . untung cma to bi . hahahahha . its easy laa (sok bgt) ! ada yg bsa ajak gue kabur ga ?
sebelumnya , gue ga punya pikiran buad lupain lu . tp skrng gue sdar . trnyata gue salah slalu brharap dr lu . lu ga prnh respect ma gw . jd buad apa gw ngarep dr lu ? gue tw lupain lu tu susah bgt , tp GUE HARUS BISA ! wish me luck **

Jumat, 08 Januari 2010

dulu dan sekarang
dulu ajaa , lu deketin gw , sms an ma gw , chat . skrng ? lu suka ma org lain ? setelah lu bkin gw suka ma lu ? damn bgt si lu . lu ga tw btapa mnderitanya gw gra2 lu ? CUMA GARA2 GW SUKA SAMA LU ! fu*k ! klo mw nyakitin jgn blkng an donng .